Ben Harper: Both Sides of the Gun
On disc one, “Mourning Yearning� kicks off with “the world awakens on the run/And will soon be earning/With hopes of better days to come/It’s a morning yearning.� New life, new hopes and new dreams provide him with a chance to learn and another opportunity to ‘get it right.’ He calls himself a “victim of the fall� but says “your love’s the warmest place the/sun ever shines.� There’s some folk religion involved in the lyrics of these songs but it’s certainly not pushy—the only pushiness in Harper comes out when someone else’s agenda seems pushed on someone helpless.
Harper is mellow for much of the first disc. First, he’s “Waiting For You� because only the other satisfies, then remorseful in “Picture In A Frame.� Joy and sorrow drive both “Never Leave Lonely Alone� and “Reason to Mourn.� Religion nudges his actions as he begs someone not to do anything that can’t be undone, offering to “remove the crown of sorrow which you have been adorned.� This Christ imagery points to pain inflicted by another on the wearer of the crown but may be self-inflicted as well. Harper wishes life would be embraced before dying forced that on the living in “More Than Sorry� and condemns negativity in “Cryin’ Won’t Help You Now.�
The final song of the first disc, “Happy Everafter In Your Eyes� refers us back to the sunlight of the first song and sends us toward the second disc. Here, light allows him to see everafter in the eyes of the other, as nature/creation reflect the love he’s come to know. This helps him become a “living sunset� in “Better Way,� where he begins to become more persistent: “what good is a man/who won’t take a stand/what good is a cynic/with no better plan.� He admits that reality is tough but argues for the pursuing of dreams because “I believe in a better way.� Harper’s movement toward rock speaks more strongly but his message’s emphatic delivery also works for me.
The listener is called to make a stand regardless of how low the standards set are in “Both Sides of the Gun,� and Harper admits that he still struggles to embrace the real in “Engraved Imagination.� He regrets some choices he’s made as the Lord’s servant and Satan’s pawn on alternating days, remarking later that he remembers the other from heaven. Something deeper is driving him even if he can’t quite put his finger on it, as he belts out angry diatribes in “Black Rain,� “Gather ‘Round the Stone,� and “Please Don’t Talk About Murder While I’m Eating� (most likely against the current administration and the war.)
More positively, Harper encourages the pursuit of dreams in “Get It Like You Like It� and the dangers that one faces in the world in “The Way You Found Me.� Here, he seems to be challenging a human lover or a higher power: “Take me as I am/Or leave me the way you found me.� He seems to be screaming that he’s doing his best so like him or love him, he can’t change! His condemnation finally seems directed at the church in “Serve Your Soul,� where he sings, “Battles over which direction to kneel/People reaching out to touch/But forgetting to feel/Daily breath shouldn’t be a daily penance/Is that what you believe/Or just a life sentence.� Harper knows something is being fought for, won and lost, and the battle seems more spiritual than anything else. He pushes the listener to search within themselves for what is true—and while not exactly screaming ‘organized church,’ the belief in the temple that each believer becomes stands this test.
Harper is a wonderful folk musician, and backs up his soulful voice with a wide variety of sounds. Thankfully, he’s got a wealth of message to go with the beats, and we can be blessed by his struggle and his triumphs. Listen in to “Both Sides of the Gun� and consider which end you’re on…today.
